what was that? is that all there is? who is this? this is it.

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acetone daydream

October 10, 2010

woke up one morning and looked at the clock
noticed 13 years had passed   but I was
still sitting in the same spot   standing by
with more tattoos    a few wrinkles around the eye 

where have you been?
how long were you there?
what exactly were you doing?
what did you plan on doing after that?

feels like leaving 13 years of marriage
to reënter the dating pool
looks like leaving the witness protection program
to reënter the work force

the career path appears circular with a hole
in the middle winding back upon itself
round and round   holding 120 psi
clinchers…  700 c    that’s  622 bsd

winding up     stepping down
transitioning from the streets
hitting the handi-ramp hard  
catching some air    landing  who-knows-where

have to start someplace   
pick a landmark on the horizon
a point of reference  like  the valve stem
go back two spoke holes  counterclockwise
on the upstroke    down by the river
I’ll meet you there   where
close enough is  ± .003"
just because
you can’t see it
doesn’t mean it
isn’t there   
smell that smell   on the breeze    in the air
burning neurons
bonding lifelong connections 
connect the dots
acetone daydreams  fade     into caffeine sleep 


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pilder w asser said...

I'm looking to Jeffrey L. Kidder to explain all this stuff clearly, academically and perhaps less emotionally. You know, from the PhD pov. Seriously. really for real. sincerely

Posted October 10, 2010 01:29 PM | Reply to this comment

Umlaut said...

to Dieresis, "you're no JFK"

Posted October 10, 2010 02:14 PM | Reply to this comment

Lane said...

What are we talkin' about here?

Posted October 10, 2010 09:54 PM | Reply to this comment

pilder replied to Lane...

We’re talking no room at the ex-messenger halfway house to transition back into society and and and therefore jumping in with both cold turkey feet at 2:33pm on a Monday in September. Oh and getting a new job that at least has a strand or two connected to the bike world rolling on the most incredible carbon fiber wheels in the world world like planet earth world.

Posted October 11, 2010 09:00 PM | Reply to this comment

pilder said...

PPS... it's like a balsa wood model airplane enthusiast that works at Boeing on 787s all day and returns home to play with toys. Or actually more like a guy that builds Formula-1 race cars but drives to work in a 1985 Dodge Omni. that's like me and carbon fiber

Posted October 11, 2010 09:08 PM | Reply to this comment

Case said...

Dude, I like carbon wheels, can you hook me up? Just kidding, but get used to it. :) Way to get out without getting all the way out, it's the only sane way to go.

Posted October 12, 2010 08:49 AM | Reply to this comment

Money said...

Yeah not easy to break out. Can't count how many times I got sucked back into it. Congratulations on making a clean break. Making bitching carbon wheels now? That's badass.

Posted October 14, 2010 05:30 PM | Reply to this comment

coworker said...

so, makin' bitchin' carbon wheels or...bitchin' bout makin' carbon wheels! could you pass the half and half?

Posted October 17, 2010 11:55 PM | Reply to this comment

pilder replied to coworker...

non-dairy creamer

Posted October 19, 2010 10:06 PM | Reply to this comment

pilderwasser replied to coworker...

a little less conversation a little more action...Elvis, Your attention to detail has been duly noted. But as you know I take my coffee like my carbon fiber, black.

Posted October 20, 2010 06:29 AM | Reply to this comment

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